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Insomnia

Wed Jul 8, 2009, 3:58 AM

Mood: Stunned
Listening to: Dissolved Girl - Massive Attack
Reading: The girl who played with fire - Stieg Larsson

_{Oh, well... I'm not sleepy at all. I'm hyper, actually~~~
In our RPG, mine and my love's, Mathis declared his love for Nathan, it was so DAMN CUTE. I kinda freaked out/cried/danced/got uber hyper while reading. And afterwards when they woke up together, ughnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. I got SO inspired I did a watercolor paiting - digital, of course, I have no skillz, plz. I'm dying to show to someone, but guess what? No one is online for me to show it. It's almost eight in the morning and here I am, waiting for someone to show up or for me to get some sleep before noon - I really tried to sleep, for like an hour or so. Anyway... it's been a while since I was this inspired to do some art (ok, don't wanna start some discussion about design isn't art, bitch).

And one thing that shocked me today was... I saw things of my "ex" (she said we were never girlfriends, but I guess calling her names like prick or pain in the ass isn't that polite, so let's stick with quote ex quote) today. Usually, these things just get me depressed but you know what I wanted to do? To... I dunno SCREAM really loud how much I don't give a damn. Not at ALL. It's an evolution, people, believe me. A month ago, I'd cry and think: 'Noooooooooes, I'm such an idiot, how could I have fallen for her?'.

I think it's a happy thing to move forward. Even if those past couple of months were a effing nightmare... *drammatic pose* I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW THE RAIN IS GOOOOOOOOOOOONE~

To my Teme: Love so MUCH. So very much. Pretty pretty pretty much. SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO effing much. Heh. *chu*}

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oh, hi. i'm kyouya (or pan), a random da-user with random deviations in a random location.

21 years, fangirl, intense and romantic. i love piercings (i have a labret <3) and tattoos. addicted to twilight, yaoi/slash, animanga, games, design, fashion and literature. i hate phone ringing and sunny days (cloudy and rainy days ftw, plz). i love to sing and to listen music (ディスパーズレイ, hyde, aural vampire, nine inch nails, paramore, placebo, radiohead, muse, rammstein), taking pics and going to movies. that's all. go on and see my gallery, please. :3